Hi Beverly,

Don't lose heart.

Learning a new language is not easy  --  it takes a lot of dogged determination and will to succeed.

This is a marathon, not a sprint and you will experience highs and lows along the way.

Learn and practise each element of the grammar and bit by bit you will start to recognise how the various elements function.

Absolutely do not give up.

Bonne continuation    (look it up)

Jim